beenoera

Winter is coming.

Once you realize what you want, 

You dont get thrilled, you dont get crazy

you shall remain calm.

let it sink in.

understand what you should do now.

What you should do with your life.

with hope

with actions.

with strength.


小龟跟我说,他所喜欢的她,在远方,他们都希望能够平静生活,花花草草,怡然自得。

没有花费多少秒钟我就得到了我不想要这样的生活的结论。

他们就像夏尔的hobbit

而我将是bilbo bargins

我想要冒险,远方,任何能激起我的欲望和兴奋,任何能像这首歌一样随时能让我跳起来毫无规律地舞动着四肢以表达那种激昂慷慨的冒险。


我的父母并没有教育我独处乐趣大于一切

也没有告诉我万般皆下品,唯有探索未知深入量子潜入深空才是人类的终极目标

但是我却这样想

但是我却在这样的环境中,有千丝万缕的联系和羁绊

想要阻碍我

让我像在泥泞的沼泽中无法动弹

如果我需要

我想要

那么我就要做

那么这一切的一切都是必须抛弃的,

必须要抛在脑后


我知道这些联系都是

不必要并且是虚伪的,

没有人真心在意别人,也没有人有空去管,去参谋别人的事,别人的人生

即使是分享即使是分担,也只是为了产生共鸣证明自己的存在和舒缓自己的情绪


I will land on sth

most likely not sth i dream of

but it will be closer to it if we set it higher

I dont want to be a losor

who has ambition but never really achieved anything.


He said that she is so distant from him.

I said it's not, you can move towards her

like step by step

as if i am really good at doing that

then you shall suceed.

So what's stopping me ?

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